A lazy Sunday afternoon in the English countryside and I am supposedly blogging. But what to say? I feel a bit blank on the important issues that some people can seem so readily to write about, I don't feel amusing or entertaining either. So I think I will start writing and see what pops out (well, rambles out really).
Do you really want to know I got spanked this morning? (and it jolly well hurt too). he said I needed it, not for anything terrible, just because. Well yes okay, I maybe did need a little spanking, just for fun. However I didn't have to call him a nasty name whilst otb and then earn myself a whole much more unpleasant go round with that bleeping wooden ruler, not to mention that nasty stingy little wooden spoon I suppose. My mouth just ran away with me and now things are a tad uncomfortable in the sitting department :((
On the plus side he can never remember what I have been naughty for, I cheekily told him he needed to keep a notebook for his short term memory loss. Yes, yes I know that was pretty stupid too, no wonder I can't sit down at the moment.
Anyway I think I will write about just what I am thinking about right now.
Yes, you, all of you. I was just thinking about everyone and all the friends I have met over the last year or so. I don't actually know many real names, occupations, locations, circumstances...
But what I do know is this:
So I am very glad that you all come out to play. I often find myself thinking about all of you rather than my "real-life" friends. Do we here in this community worry about each other more I wonder, because we cannot just pop round and share a hug or a cup of tea? Or is it because a lot of the problems we deal with are specific to our treasured lifestyles? I know we all have everyday, normal life problems and joys too but maybe our methods of dealing with those things are different to an "ordinary" couple. Ttwd/DD is only a tiny part of most of our lives but it does seem to be of such great value to us all.
I know we live ttwd in a gentle less disciplinary way (most of the time anyway ), but I cannot imagine a return to our former marriage, happy though it was.
Perhaps I just am feeling anxious about bloggers with issues and sadnesses because of my hormones, age, general insanity but I will profess to being tearful sometimes when I read some posts ( often though I find myself giggling my head off). Don't get me wrong I am not complaining in the least, I love Blogland and I choose what I read. I would like to think that these friendships will be long lasting but in reality Bloggers come and go. I just hope that lots of my friends stay for a good long time.
Just for you
Lots of love to everyone,