Saturday, 22 August 2015
Being good is not always a Good Thing!
I haven't got anything exciting to write about ( so if you want to tootle off feel free, there will be no offence taken here as I am currently boring myself let alone my friends).
We have been ttwding for almost three years, married for thirty three and happy all of them. But oh my goodness I wish I was naturally naughty.
I am open to any and all suggestions because the longer we go on the more I find myself just, well, behaving, See I told you this was boring. At this point I fear I may come across as smug but please don't think that is how I am feeling. I am feeling meh...
I am actually feeling as though I am letting the side down somewhat amongst all my ttwd friends. I read your exploits and think
"Bloody Hell I am not partaking of this life at all!! " I think how brave you are when you are spanked for smartmouthing! Then I think
"But I don't want to!!" See useless.:(
We don't row, I am not rude to him, I love doing things for him ( and he is always doing stuff for me).
What the heck is going on? Don't get me wrong, he still spanks but it is always for fun! ( lots of fun sometimes but am I just greedy because I want more ( just a teeny bit more please...))
Before all of you sassy wives tell me that this is a good thing
I KNOW .
Somehow though a bit of naughtiness makes it all a bit more.....everything.
He often says he wishes I would be naughty so he had reasons to spank, seriously though what would I do? Well so do I, but I am at a loss. I can't be naughty on purpose and even if I were to try I haven't the first idea where to start. See I am no good at this stuff, I am just me.
I don't fancy getting a speeding ticket, rule breaker I am not. ( I thought about lying to him and then thought instantly I can't lie to him!!!)lol
He works hard, is always respectful to me so how can I not return the favour?
I love keeping house, no problems there.
On the plus side I guess this means that ttwd works. Yay!!
I really need a blip :( Oh gosh that sounds bad.... actually that is bad.
I have no ideas really on how to spice it up a bit. He is definitely not into role play, (mind you I would give it a go)
Of course, as I am writing this post there is an old saying running through my head
Hopefully now I have written about my patheticness ( I know, but for the life of me I couldn't think of the word I needed, so I made one up) something will happen and I will finally have something to entertain you with instead of whinging on about my boringness ( I know, same thing.) For goodness sake all the books I read you would think my vocabulary would be a bit broader by now. I am into historical spanking right now, a bit obsessed as there has been a run of new ones come out. Have you read the latest Jaye Peaches, or Ashe Barker and ooh what about the series by Golden Angel? All very yummy.... But I digress.
Does this happen to everyone? I know a lot of you have been at this a heck of a lot longer than us and are better at it too.
Is it just that we are getting on a bit?
I have a feeling the underlying things are that after all this time we have total trust and respect for each other. Our love is rock solid, that I am sure of, and we would do anything for each other and our family. There are no secrets between us, I can and do tell him anything and everything.
Is that perhaps why I find it hard to be naughty? or maybe it is just that I am as ordinary and boring as I secretly think :((( What a depressing thought...
I hope you are all having a great weekend, and a spankfree or spankfilled week according to your heart's desire!