Saturday, 2 April 2016

Just thinking..



Hello everyone,

Life is plodding on  over here,

 I am so so,



 mum is frail,




weather is lovely,





 husband is fabulous,



 grandbaby growing,



Something is lacking, hmm



Yep, that's it!


Will he?

Won't he?



Never have I wanted to see this look so much


Trouble is, I haven't the energy to be naughty, even if I was, I think I could get away with anything, "sigh".

I know, I know, I 'm not ready, he's not ready ( won't even consider it actually:)

How did we live without ttwd that's what I want to know?

What did we do with ourselves?

How did we fill our time? ;)

Blowed if I can remember, but  blimey I could do with a return to "normality"!




I hope all of you have an action packed, fun filled, spanky, loving  weekend. And then can you blog about it as I shall have to carry on living vicariously through all of you? lol

much love

Jan, xxx






42 comments:

  1. Jan,
    A panda with a martini is a good sign that inch by inch, little by little you are getting well and strong and soon to be naughty. I am rooting for you.
    Meredith

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    1. Hi Meredith, I am rooting for you too. I hope you and Jack are having a nice drawbridge weekend and things are easier
      love Jan, xx

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  2. Jan.. Sounds like you have a whole mixture of things going on in your life right now that if it was me in your shoes.. would surely set me up for having issues to be dealt with. I loved your pictures because as they say.. pictures are worth a thousand words right? Hope things settle down in your neck of the woods soon.

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    1. Hi Annabelle, things have been difficult for a while but slowly and surely they are getting there. I hope you are a bit more settled this week and hubby is better
      love Jan, xx

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  3. Jan dear, almost 3 years ago, I was where you are...only in worse shape...2 surgeries...the second one name the surgery from hell followed by the recovery from hell...lots of unexpected complications...but i slowly recovered...like really slowly. There was no spanking for...maybe 3 months, but when I started to get better and antsy, Master would give me a small task to do each day....kneeling for Him, writing the description of a spanking that i would like whey i was recovered, reading a spanking story and writing a book report for Him. He was pretty creative and it was not what I was missing the most, but bless Him for understanding and doing His best.
    I loved your pics and this post, more of these would be welcomed with a different theme each time?
    hugs abby

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    1. Hi Abby, your Master has some great ideas. I am not really enjoying hubby do stuff for me as much as I thought I would. I much prefer doing things for him! I had cancer a while back before ttwd and that was a long recovery, somehow I didn't mind then like I do now. Benefits of ttwd I suppose, sigh,
      love Jan, xx

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  4. Hi Jan:
    Hang in there, the weather is great, so go for long walks and strengthen your body. A couple of glasses of wine should help. The problem as I see it is how do you ask the doctor when it would be safe for your husband to spank you?
    Love the Betty Boop saying.
    bottoms up (eventually)
    Red

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    1. Hi Red, yes we have a great beach to walk on and a fair bit of countryside too. Life should be perfect. I daren't ask the doctor , I will just be so naughty that he can't resist the urge!
      love Jan, xx

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  5. Sorry, no hope of living vicariously through me at the moment. let's just hope things move on quickly!
    hugs
    DF

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    1. Hi DF, oh shame, maybe I will read one of your books again, get some inspiration there!
      love Jan, xx

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  6. Jan, I love the pics, especially the kitty; I bet grandbaby is really cute. I wish there were something we could do to make time pass more quickly for you. Sorry, but I had to smile about returning to "normality." Most people would consider ttwd quite the reverse but what do they know?
    Nothing blogworthy going on here this weekend, I'm afraid.
    Love, Rosie xxx

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    1. Hi Rosie, I was thinking as I wrote it , how our normal is odd for all our real life friends. Don't care though. Hubby has just read my post and said it was a spankable offence to try and make him feel guilty, fingers crossed for some action
      love Jan, xx

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  7. Oh Jan, I get it! It's hard to be patient! You need to, but it is challenging!
    I would read spanking books galore!
    It will satisfy that itch.... Some!
    Take care of yourself!

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    1. Hi Minelle, I have hardly put my kindle down, at first it was all I had the energy for. I have just read all of Kennedy Layne's CSA series again. I love them!
      love Jan, xx

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  8. I'm telling you, you should spend this time writing what you want to happening! Let your imagination run wild - what you would like to do to be naughty, what he would do about it... write it for your own pleasure and if you like the way it turns out share it for a Fantasy Friday!

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    1. Hi Pk, I do keep trying but I can never think of the original idea to get started! I am hopeless
      love Jan, xx

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  9. Hang in there, Jan...there is an end in sight. As PK suggested, start writing what you are wanting/missing which you can turn into a lovely FF story and also share with your husband when you receive a clean bill of health. Sending lots of healing energy your way.

    Hugs and blessings...Cat

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    1. Hi Cat, thank you so much. reading your funnies every day together has made us laugh in some dismal days lately
      love Jan, xx

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  10. Hi Jan, hang in there, you will be back to your spanky ways soon. Being patient isn't easy I know. Some good suggestions above. I would love to read a story written by you :)

    Hugs
    Roz

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    1. Hi Roz, I love that you are back blogging, best news for ages that you are better now
      love Jan, xx

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  11. Jan! I'm finally catching up on everyone else's lives. Wow you've been through a lot and even so, took the time to sympathize with me. You are so sweet. Maybe I should take a break and come hang out with you for a week. :) Amy

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    1. Hi Amy, you would be very welcome. I have been worrying about you. I hope things are alright for you at the moment
      love Jan, xx

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  12. Hugs, Jan. I am so sorry that things are so-so for you at the moment. But I am happy for you feeling better and also that you are cared for so wonderfully (even if it means no spankings for the moment). We are still getting back to normal and I get you so well on the spankings, which I also cannot wait to have, but hubby has postponed the first spanking till the end of the month, because he thought I’d be too hasty about getting one and all that might come with it :) (But it really has been long!). However, the weather has become warm and sunny here too, so all the ladies of the house can be found in the garden. :) Tilda and I enjoy digging in the dirt while Kate enjoys the fresh air. So, not much going on here either, but I am so glad that you are recovering, even if it takes time. That you haven’t got enough energy to be naughty sucks (Is it medication-related? Just asking because I tend to become drowsy from most kinds of medicine), but maybe it is just what your body needs right now, and with some good weather around you could enjoy a lovely nap in the sun! :) Wishing you a wonderful Sunday and keeping fingers crossed for a lovely spanking in the near future. :)

    hugs and love

    Nina

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    1. Hi Nina, I hope you get some spanking action soon too! I have had a lazy day today but we are going to watch a band tonight with son and dil to be. The weather is great here, we are so lucky, I think our friends across the pond have much more to put up with. Big hugs to Tilda and Kate. Hope you have a lovely summer in the garden.
      love Jan, xx

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  13. I live vicariously through you lots. Glad you're so so. Sorry about your mom, getting old is for the birds. Take pleasure in your grandbaby and your fabulous husband. You have a great weekend too.

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    1. Hi Sunny, I am thinking your life must be boring if it is me you are living through!! Mum is mentally ill and has been since I was a child, old age isn't really the issue, it is more the abuse she has given her body over the years finally taking it's toll. All terribly sad and impossible to deal with. Hope you and Ray are well and happy
      love Jan, xx

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  14. Jan, I really loved Abby's ideas. Last year Sam kept a tally note going up on the fridge while I was recuperating. Snarky comments earned a mark. Eating a whole bag of Cheetos earned 3 marks!

    When he went with me to the final post-op visit and the doc said I was 100%, Sam just looked at me with the tiniest nod of his head. I knew just what that meant.

    Sending Patience and Hugs Across the Pond,
    Ella

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    1. Hi Ella, I think if there was a list like that on my fridge it would be miles long, I have eaten any old thing and moaned a lot. I can't seem to get a grip. I seem to be up all night worrying about mum and then lethargic all day. I actually think healthwise I am much better, it is all the rest I can't get a handle on. I reckon my first spanking will be a take my mind off it all one!
      love Jan, xx

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  15. Hi Jan, I agree Abby's suggestions are the best. Tell John to give you tasks like Abby's Master and also keep lists of spankable offences to catch up on when you are 100%. Hopefully that will be soonish.
    Loved all your pictures.
    Hugs Lindy xx

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    1. Hi Lindy, hmm, maybe I will. I am getting better everyday so soon. I hope all is well with you two
      love Jan, xx

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    2. Yes thanks Jan things are good down under.
      Hugs Lindy xx

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  16. Hang in there Jan. You will be getting stronger and stronger each day and soon you'll be over hubby lap getting that long waited for spanking.

    Love,
    Ronnie
    xx

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  17. Jan, that last kitty picture just cracked me up! I can almost hear you with a plaintive cry if "entertain meh!" LOLOL.

    You will make it thru this! Ttwd is ongoing - I agree with others - he should be keeping a tally! Then your little hiney will be in for it later!!

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    1. Hi Maggie, He says he is and I am definitely wanting to be entertained ;)
      love Jan, xx

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  18. I've been gone for so long I'm going to have to read back and find out what's going on. Hoping life returns to normal quickly for you. Looking forward to catching up!

    Hugs,
    Clara

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  20. Hi Jan, :) I am so glad that you are recovering well. I am sorry that you are bored, and a bit impatient with the course that it all takes. Remember how much benefit you get from taking it easy. No more setbacks allowed! Right? We all love you too much! Keep on with the resting.

    As for the missing of the ttyd, and particularly the spanky business, you can see if John wants to keep a list! Rob sure does love his list for times like these... LOL! GG spankings can go on lists too, you know. Something to look forward to... maybe. LOL!

    Feel good! Sending lots of love, wishes for a speedy recovery, and big hugs too! You will get there before you know it. Keep posting. We will entertain you.

    <3 Katie

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    1. Hi Katie, I think he has a list at the ready, we are both a bit stressed today, problems with the financial adviser now! Honestly there is always something rubbish to contend with around here at the moment, lol
      Hope you and Rob are well and happy
      love Jan, xx

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  21. Hi Jan
    Don't know how I missed this post, sorry!
    It must be a good sign that you're thinking all this - you are fine emotionally, because you're still interested in all this, just your body needing to recover. Time seems to stretch on forever at times like this, but it will pass and get back to normal.
    Thinking of you xxxxx

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    1. Hi Janey, I think when I wrote this post I was full of bravado, things are so stressful around here that ttwd seems to be out if the building!
      love Jan, xx

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